my 2014 year!

Hi guys! morning!

Well, urmm its been so long since i have posted something. many things have been happening lately. like recently something happened to my elder brother that made me SO SO shocked. i could not say it because its private. i am pretty disappointed with him. OKAY! lets not talk about unhappy things lets just talk about my updates in school. this year is my last year in school. i am in secondary 5 this year. This is the year where everything will go haywire with after school programme meaning long hours after school. just to help with our studies. i also have mentorship programme mentored my Nanyang Technological University (NTU) they are pretty nice bunch of students. and also not to say my seniors from sec 5B'13. okay... so far questions that i do not know how to do they were there to help me. i feel much more relief because i do not know why i am afraid to ask my maths teacher to help me, lest i made a fool out of myself. maybe that is how i feel.

I will also be stepping down from my CCA in April soon. Also i have received seven cute and friendly and nice juniors. finally the CCA has become more merrier. i love all my juniors because i treat them like my own brothers ans sisters who always make me happy and making the CCA more exciting all day long. next week my CCA will be having tangyuan making! hahaha! spam tangyuan to eat! also during the march holiday my CCA will also be having  a DAY camp. i hope that it will be fun and a memorable one. so yeah thats about my CCA.

yesterday after my mentorship i went out with my classmates, shahidah and Darshini. we went shopping for shahidah's alumni lunch today. also i got to know that she has a boyfriend. EPP... Sha naughty eeh,.... heheheh. okay...okay so here are one of the photos after a long day of studying and shopping. we ended up going to sogurt to try it out, i would say that tutti frutti is the same but tutti frutti has a much more variety of toppings...

Happy Birthday! BFF

As the title of this blog post!

today is my good friend, sister birthday! the one i told you guys about my trip to Bugis? well, yeah! she is apparently turning 16 this year... so here i am going to dedicate this blog post to her. well, as i told myself that one day, i would dedicate a post to her. so here it is.

If you are reading this then i would say that you are a very lucky lady... got a few presents from me! yeay! haha... well, i am planning to give it to you when i see you again okay? well, i hope you will like it!

here goes my speech!

Halo polar bear!

i know you have been having a bad time lately and i seem to be missing a lot of things lately that made me felt lost. well, not to worry because i will find time. how would i forget such a nice friend like you! hehe! feeling happy now huh?! thanks for being the best of my friends that i will never forget all the ups and downs and how u helped me overcome my B.O. well, thanks! Until now i still remembered it. and the times which i hang out with you and going crazy stuffs. the times when we sing together, talk together. well, i wish and pray that you and Jerald will last long. the more fights you have the more love you have for that someone. hehe.. i am so wise... (like real). well, we have been friends for about 4 years and counting. i wished you all the best for your N's hoped that you will pass it with flying colours and come back to sec 5 with me, Tricia and others who really wanna come back! well, got to go... got to standby your birthday present now!

With LOTS and LOTS of LOVE
your dearest friend
sharifah

school!

Hi readers

good evening! how was your day today? i hope it was fun. okay so recently i just got back to school from Sept holidays. and yesterday Monday was my mathematics examination paper 2. paper 1 took before the holidays. so when i reach school and stepped into my classroom i totally felt very awkward. because the tables and chairs arrangement looked so different. and i totally felt awkward because it has been a week since i met them. then i went to the canteen to meet the rest of my classmates/ but however when i met them i totally felt liked i did not know them. Well, i guess they are now more matured then the last semester.

I have gotten back my maths paper and realize that i just passed my paper: 55 marks. it was not well done but however i managed to do well in mathematics and i really hope to go into my top best A's and B's. My target? well just a B3 or A2 will do because there is a lot of question which i am not able to do and at the same time i am worried about it. Next week Friday is my end of year exams. which will be English. at the same time it so happened that we had a lot of test coming up before our exams and that is so stressful for me to handle alone.

love
ME

Selamat Hari raya!

Hi everyone! its noon here in singapore.

okay, seriously i am being lame here. it has been a long time since i was to update my blog. well, i am here to actually post photos and tell you guysthat i went to berRAYA. with my malay classmates how i wish the whole class can join in too. itwould be lots of fun. but it was too rushing and other things happened so we ended up going among us.
so the sequence to going ber RAYA was actually:
Farez-> Zharfan -> my house -> erfizah -> Syafiq

okay so we got nine people in the malay class and only five turn up. syafiq i think cannot go out( but we still can go his house) shahidah was busy with weekend work to earn extra pocket money. Hamizan got marhaban.. it was a sad thing not having them around. but it was still fun and full of laughters.

so here are some phtotos

Celebrating Ms Zhang birthday!

Hi good morning readers!

Last year we celebrated Ms Zhang birthday, alot of bad things happened liked the cake came late, everyone did not co operate and budget was over.

However this year there was turn of tables. We planned to celebrate earlier this year because Ramadhan is coming. She was born on 13 July and we celebrated on the 4th of July.

Darshini , Amelia , Jing Wen and I went to order the cake that we wanted which was a photo cake from Prima Deli. remember the photo that i showed you on my previous post? well I used that photo to create the photo cake. Well, here it is:

 Well, what do you think of this cake? okay so i would recommend you to buy this cake. cause the inside flavor of the cake is just right. okay so we ordered chocolate on the outside and vanilla on the inside.

So we did not plan that much except that we went to bash all our plans on the day itself. Okay! We discussed during assembly time because we had a free period. We decided to order pizza from the Pizza hut voucher that we had won. Costs around $200. okay so here it was we wanted 3 large pizzas at first and when Mr faydzully asked whether we wanted and extra 1. I nodded crazily. Imagine his eyes were like about to pop out and looked shocked. well, that was his expression.

Then came laughters from behind, they were laughing at me cause i looked greedy but its okay i had always had fun so i laughed a long too cause it did not hurt my pride. Okay so food settled. then went to get the cake and some other admin things was Hanhs. The tall guy in the photo wearing white. okay admin stuff also settled. okay! so now how to surprise Ms Zhang? Well, Kelvin and Abi always has plans. Their plan was to actually say that Abi's finger had came off again and that everyone would look so shocked. Then kelvin would call Mr Faydzully what had happened and bring Ms Zhang along. then we followed according to plan that day. Also Alhamdulilah everything when smoothly and the party ended in only 45 mins. that was a very fast party.

Also we all had wrote our wishes one by one and put in a  little jar. and presented it to Ms Zhang. and then she wrote this on our Facebook group.

"Dear chickunes, thank you for the lovely surprise. It has been very memorable celebrating my 21st n 22nd bday with u =D I'm very touched by your little notes and they will be part of my precious memories of teaching. See I have arranged the notes in the shape of the heart. I heart u too. I will rem my promise and will be extra nice to you till next Tuesday. Hohoho"

-from Ms Zhang

this are photo credits from Advanced birthday lady!

Student Leader Camp 2013 (PART 2)

11th June 2013 DAY 2

Okay! so here's my day 2 story. well, DAY 2 is kind of short actually because we ended at 3 45 pm. So here it goes. We had to wake up early in the morning, at 5.30am. We then had a short briefing about that day's execution plan. then we went off to the ISH. we waited there early in the morning. then we blew the whistle. the campers got scolded by the camp commandants for being unresponsive. then they went back to their bunks leaving behind their friends who was injured. then we called them back to their meeting point. then they had their flag raising. they sang the national anthem, school song and the student leader song. they sang the school song and the student leader song again and again HALF of the campers were not singing out loud. they did not sound like they were PROUD to be a Singaporean. 

Then the campers had their morning exercise. the morning exercise looked so DEAD. it was seriously so quiet. The rest of the Sirs and ma'ams were at the canteen having their mini breakfast. then i decided not to eat yet because i want to eat with my groups. That is a sign of respect to me. because i do not want to be there to tell them that i have eaten but then we watch them it. its like WEIRD is'nt it? Then the campers went back to the canteen to eat their breakfast. I looked at every table. to check whether they had bread and  their JAMS. Weirdly not ALL table had their JAMS on the table. I decided that i should go ask each table and asked the campers what FLAVOUR of JAMS they would like to have. Then i went to get the Jams for them. 

Due to my group losing their name tags they promised to actually give us a cheer in exchanged for their name tags. then they did a good one and got back their name tags. OH and also, to Vincent if you managed to actually read my blog. I have something nice to say and that is you are a very responsible person and you take responsibilities seriously. when i asked you to go and help the ladies carry the milo cups you did help them and i salute you for that. Mostly,if i ask other boys to do it most probably they would not do it. SO YEAH, that is a PLUS point for you. then after that the had their PMT games and it looked very fun to me where they had to move to 11 stations to actually gain materials for their WAR GAMES after the PMT games. Then the games started i accompanied the group with Sir Yong Quan. because i want to go through thick and thin with my group and always be there for my group no matter what happens. Ma'am Fiona who was supposed to be with our groups actually went to root on for other groups instead. WHATEVER LARH. 

Then I actually checked on the group to see whether they were find or not. and help them out. In the end before the start of the games we were all playing water with each other like small kid. IT WAS FUN. and i had actually enjoyed it very much. That is one of the memories that i will ever had with them. then i decided to go and rest cause i was too tired then. I went back to the holding room to slack on then in the end i ENDED up sleeping like for 15 MINS. then i woke up cause i did not want to sleep further. but i still wanted to sleep so i lied down with my bag as the pillow. and covered my legs with jacket.I felt like i could not sleep at all. then the end of break camp came. We had the cheering competition. then came the final Prize presentation.

This is ONE AWESOME SLC EVER 2013!!!

PS i cannot remember what my group won for the final presentation. but it was one good prize they had won.

Student Leader's Camp 2013 (PART 1)

10th June 2013. DAY 1

It was my first time attending the SLC as an instructor! yeay! Also for the first time ever stand by bunk was implemented.okay... so lets get going with the things that we did for the whole entire two day camp.On the first day, reported to the holding room at 9am. we had some debrief about the execution plan for the day. Then we received our tags and our outfits for the camp. Being called as Ma'am Sharifah, is such an honour!

Then at 1245 hrs we went to the field to greet the campers. I am actually grouped with group 3 and the other Ma'am's and sirs were Sir Yong Quan, Sir Sean Leong, Ma'am Fiona, Ma'am Seraphina. my group members were Zheng Kai, Wei Qi, Nanrenwee, Vincent,Nurynn,Sarvantha. my group is actually one hyper group and they really looked bonded. I feel that they were much worth it. Meaning representing as Student Leaders. Then, SLC started they were actually supposed to report at the Parade Square, but then they reported at the Field where we actually stand. then they "kena"(get) scolded by Sir Joben. when Ma'am Vernice called out to group 3 in front of me. the group 3 was actually on my right side. Then the campers went to look for Ma'am Vikki and the rest of the camp commandants at the Parade Square.

Then we with the rest of the Instructors went to the ISH then we remained at our old position then i realised that why is group 3 on the opposite side of me? Are WE wrong? then went to check their standardisation. CAN you imagine this? Instructors for the first time did mistake and luckily we amended our mistakes quickly. Soon they reported to us at the ISH. then the reporting starts. wah seyy the reporting really was scary. Could hear the Instructors Screaming at the top of their voices. then Zheng Kai cried cause he has sore throat and he was in the midst of breaking voice. well, what do i expect. then after the reporting Mr Tham was to give his speech. while waiting we stand by for our turn to Stand by bunk.

The campers were really lucky. they had 2 HOURS OF CLEANING STAND BY BUNK! Thinking that they the stand by bunk would be clean. but however it was not clean. my BUNK WAS BUNK 1. They made a way lot of mistakes. the first day was real mad where the whole lot of campers got their flags and name tags confiscated on the first day can YOU believe it? it is really nonsense. then came the Talent Night! Woohoo. my group was the the first to actually perform! they looked so cute together performing. hahaha...
The whole entire talent night i was CRAZY. Yet having fun. then came the student leader sharing session where we did some bonding session to get to know more about our successor of clubs and societies. then came to an end for day 1. before that we did some night patrol. then went to sleep in peace.

P.S. Zheng Kai got injured as his old ailment reacted. So he had to sit on the chair for the rest of the day

the Queen and King of the day! uztaz Atiq and Kak Hazirah!

My Sista's! Hamizah and Nadhirah

the Heroes! Haziq and Hasif!

with my uztazah! which is uztazah Rasulnah!

Hi guys! well, i am back again for another post! today, on the 8 JUNE  2013 . Uztaz  Atiq is officially married!!!!  SUBHANALLAH! congratulation uztaz! really happy for my uztaz... look at him! so smart and handsome...

oh, and his wife i tell you! she is SO chubby! hehe..... then also i had a great time seeing him him happy cause to me he is like a teacher and a brother to me. he is so patient and still looks happy even without any of his parents around to see him married. 

the night before he was to married today i asked him whether he was excited and he replied that he was plus he was nervous. Nervous to receive a new responsibility. I told him that he can cause he is one patient man that i have ever met.   that went through all obstacles with smiles and a lot more. so yeah! congrats Uztaz.. continue being AWESOME okay? yeah so happy to see my teachers married i feel like it is a bless and WOW!

frustrations out!

hi! good morning assalamualaikum
ooopppsss.... i just copied my cousin tagline. maybe its because i think its a nice tagline to start with?

well, i am writing to tell you all my frustrations....
yesterday and Friday i went out with my grandmother and my auntie... we went to Jurong Point. most of the trips that i have been too this was my one and only trip to actually have fun. unluckily me they keep on talking about my cousin non stop... that my cousin this larh like that LARH... then i am like so pissed off. i feel like telling them hey can you guys stop talking about her? i am here and that i am not her. i was so frustrated that i feel like running away and ask them to go away. i feel that they are being biased here, and then i am what? their handbag. also, when my auntie, says that i am not her daughter and that i am just her niece it broke my heart lots and lots of time. i feel that it was kind of useless for me. 

well, i understand that i am just an outsider and that i am also the black sheep grand  daugther in the family.
everything also her, her and her and her. what did she do that made you guys proud of her huh? what she accompanied you guys to the market? she spends time talking to u guys at home? she was there when u got hurt and accompanied you to the clinic? she was there when you guys need her? well, most of the time i was there. so what if parents approved of your marriage? well, guess what they want? they want to just sell you off to them so that she need not worry anything about you and don't ask money from them. so that they can be at ease. you treat his house like your own house then grandmother house like what? hotel? come and go as you please? OK i admit that you have change for the better but then what? they actually want to marry you off soon  ASAP even before you can continue your studies

your family has been looking for me when they need help because i am closest to you. you keep on forgetting that you were so suppose to take care of me.. i do not know if it was true or false. but i believed you. like i said no matter what u are still my cousin... but however you are drifting apart from me like old times... and it was the same like when i was young... u used me again and again.. but its okay... i do not mind...

for your information
grandmother has been speaking about you almost every time and auntie too... cause they love you this much. but you showed nothing to show them that they love u back. they also want to hangout with you.. but they only want you and you only please... if after u married and they want to go out with u and your husband you can larh. but please for now just spend 1 to one quality time with them....

with love
sharifah <3

march holidays

Today the sun is hot and its making me feel warm... well, today it has been the first time since i updated my blog... well, recently have been busy with school thinking about how to pass my Os with flying colours... 

well, okay another good news for everyone... i am going to Malaysia, Kuala Terengganu. As now is the March school holidays which mean Os for Mother Tongue is approaching and i wish that i would pass my Mother tongue. Yahoo. this is making me feel that it is so awesome when i am able to receive my certificate and shake hands with my principal, Mr Tham.

hi bloggers! 

what a wonderful day is it today in Singapore, soon its going to be new year and also the school is going to reopen! i am excited yet nervous cause next year is going to be a busy year for me as i have to stay back in school more often than before. well, i have to say this because i am going to be preparing myself for the "O" Level Examinations and i am going to take my mother tongue and mathematics paper so i would like all my readers to wish me all the best. this is really going to pressurize me but i will do my best to prove that i can because i believe that i can. todays post is nothing much its all about my emotions when i am going to start school real soon. so yeah, and i might not blog that often as i am. so cheers to 

010113 <3 <3

school reopens soon!

hi bloggers!

what a wonderful day is it today in Singapore, soon its going to be new year and also the school is going to reopen! i am excited yet nervous cause next year is going to be a busy year for me as i have to stay back in school more often than before. well, i have to say this because i am going to be preparing myself for the "O" Level Examinations and i am going to take my mother tongue and mathematics paper so i would like all my readers to wish me all the best. this is really going to pressurize me but i will do my best to prove that i can because i believe that i can. todays post is nothing much its all about my emotions when i am going to start school real soon. so yeah, and i might not blog that often as i am. so cheers to

010113 <3 <3

Happiest day of my life!

well, this post is going to be kinda of sweet because it is going to be memories between me and my mothers family. well, my mother is not in either of this photo.

 

this was taken during my aunt who is the lady wearing scarf above
my photo celebrating her 57th birthday

this was taken yesterday because i planned for us to go out as a family together with my grandmother, this photo was suppose to be taken for us when we are laughing.


Well, 20. 12.2012 was the day where we went out together as one big family that is the date that i would want myself to remember this date because going out with my grandmother was hell lots of fun for me. and i am so happy that i am there enjoying it loads. Magnificently, everyone was enjoying themselves and we all were taking turns to hold on to my grandmother, and i held hand with my grandmother.. YAAAAAYYYYY!!! <3

updates(2)

Hi bloggers! i am back again 

Well, ever wondered why it has been so long ever since i have been blogging. well, i was busy with taking care of my grandmother from my dad side and this has made me stressed out and frustrated. At the same time i am also been putting on weight and have been eating lots of junk food. school is going to start soon and i cannot wait for more to come and make the excitement be more exciting and fulfilling. my 'O' levels are starting next year and followed by the following year. so wish me all the best and pray that i did outstanding that i have always wanted. i  must prove my facts right! so i must find good study location and i must stick to it no matter what the circumstances are. so GAMBATTE! have an enjoyable  day ahead my fellow bloggers!

That's all i have for you guys. <3 love you!

Day 2 @ Siem Reap @Cambodia

Hi bloggers! good morning! 

Well to continue my part 2 of my Cambodia Trip. On 7 November 2012, we were going to visits all he ancient temples found there which was the Angkor Phrom, then the Angkor Wat. u ask me a question so what did you do there? well, we took the whole entire day to actually to walk which i would like to tell u it made me feel awesome because we walked and it was a good exercise for me who is actually big-sized. so okay we walked here and there all around with our tour guide telling us the stories behind the ancient scripts on the wall and many more that i could not remember. To tell you the truth i cannot tell you much, i would rather advice you my friends that you go visit Cambodia yourself. then finally here comes the interesting part where actually we had an Ox-Cart Ride which was really Butt-Pain.. but it was fun. We also witnessed an Ox trying to the his big "business". it did not stink at first but later it did. then we continued our journey to the Angkor Wat.  then we went back to the hotel. then came our night market shopping! WOOOHHOOOO!! i brought a lot of things not a lot uh. over there it was easy to bargain because all that we wanted the price to be they would give us and if we do not want it they would lower the price even lower then we expected it to be.

P.S i am too lazy to post the pictures so i will do it some other day kayz?

30 NOV 2012

Hi bloggers! well, this is a recent photo of me in hijab. also at the same time i am getting fatter. haha! well i will be starting on a diet tomorrow in order to get slimmer and prettier. Basically i have decided to go on a 200 day diet which i am determined to do so... because of my gradlunch.. is coming in 2years time and i do not want to look like how i look now. so my new year resolution is what? well i am not sure of that for now.. so so wait up for my next post! oh yes and also my grandmother from my fathers side is over here at my house... she is staying here for i do not know how long... maybe a month but it is worth it.. cause i have been wishing for one of my grandmother to stay with me. so a dream come true! <3

Day 1: Siem Reap @ Cambodia

Hi, Good Morning bloggers! 

Well okay, time for me to tell you bloggers what had happened during the 5 days, i have spent my time with my classmates at Cambodia. On 6 Nov 2012, we were on our way to Siem Reap and the first stop that we would reach was the Farm Orphanage of Cambodia. okay the Orphanage had around their 50+ kids who were actually not wanted by families so someone from their Orphanage will come and collect them and let them stay there. when they are 18 years old they would be kicked out from the orphanage so where would the Cambodian kids go to when they have nowhere to go. then we went to our hotel named Apsara Holiday Hotel, it was one of the most comfortable hotel that i have ever taken and ever slept in.  You bloggers should try it as it so outstanding and the most homely hotel anyone could ever get.

the entrance of the Farm Orphanage

Our partners named Mai she put the flowers on our ears..

another painting that looks so beautiful

the paintings that i admired the most found in their library

another painting that really describes me about the life of the Cambodians

New Updates!

Hi bloggers!

Good morning! Well, I have just came back from Cambodia. In Cambodia we went to this few places:

-Siem Reap
-Phnom Phenh
-Chombok Homestay

so wait up for more updates that i have done in Cambodia together with my classmates and teachers! yeah! so hope more bloggers will read my blog and visit it more often and also not forgetting to visit Cambodia as one of your holidays visit. To Singaporeans it is better to travel with STA travel because their people are so AWESOME to be around with

updating

hello! well got good news for everyone and that is that i will be going  to cambodia on the 6-10 novenmber and will be learning more about the history and culture of the cambodians. so i am here to just keep my blog updated and going also we all have decided to actually do a little something for the cambodian kids and we are making friendship band for them and also a lot of many other things  for them such as teaching them education... well thats all i know for now about cambodian trip that is coming soon. so wait up for more updates before my trip as my school holidays does not start here but it ends later after my academic programmes and time to have an enjoyable time with my friends.. also my fathers operation is coming soon. on the 30 october... so i hope that you would all readers of this blog pray that my his operation goes through well.

my brothers!

halor! hi long time i have never upload any photos and and any new post. well, for today i am posting this photo to tell you guys that these two boys the one on the left is sufian and the one 2nd on the left is muhaimin . i met them at the KEM OBOR. which made a big change to my life i realise that i can be my responsible self and where someone can accept me for who i am and tries to understand, they always give in to me and sometimes they make me feel comfortable to be around with. 

newfound friends

hi, well i am back again to do blogging, well, i usually write happy things her so that when others read they too will feel happy about it. well, firstly my exams are coming and i am taking my mathematica and mother tongue 'O' level examination next year.. well, have to REALLY REALLY study hard.. thus, i am here to type about my newfound friends who have always been there to help me and will always stand by me in times of need, so i am taking this opportunity to thank jang ein, kiat peng cause they never fail to make people happy and always motivate to work hard as well, to fiona thks for being there to listen to all my troubles and share your opinions together with me.. lastly, thank you hamizan for being there to give me motivationa and your words somewhat taught me a lot of things which made me think hard and make use of it real hard... with these friends i tell you life will never be bored a again...

our first outing together....

hello! well, i am back again to write about what happened yesterday... actually i am happy that yesterday was like finally, i can go out with Fiona to have fun... yahoo.... so we went to Bugis Junction, in the fact we actually was lost hahaha.... then we found it... wah everything over there was like freaking cheap..... 8 for $10 for earrings!!!! hehehehe then we bought friendship bands....

list of things that i really want to do

1. lose weight... play sports
2. do well in studies
3. learn how to cook good food when eating(healthily)
4. be a real muslimah which i have not yet done before
5. make the Quran my best friend
6. stop watching TV as  always

lastly i want to be healthy and i want to be someone who someone else is proud of

Plain And Boring Sunday

today is just a plain and ordinary sunday.... my mother is at its raking up  the things person. she is the one who always ask me to do things i do not want to do anything. then my mother like ask me to do everything that i want to do. haizzz being the youngest and and the only  girl in the family really makes me the most suckish person ever.... but it is okay i will just jiayou.... well, i do not know why... but i feel like i want to have my own space and if i were to have superpowers it would be the ability to walk through walls and also the invincibility so that i am free to do things that i really want to do

science center

today is another bright sunny day.... well, most likely i enjoyed myself when going out with my mother yesterday, we visited the sultan of sciences exhibition at science center yesterday.... i learnt a lot of things that i never learnt about. another part of the trip that i liked the most was the I MAX movie named ARABIA. it was to tell more about where we Muslims came from and how it started i would recognized my Chinese and Indian friends to watch it have a better understanding about our religion... i love my religion and my god... well, i may not be a completed Muslim yet... but for me i am still finding the true meaning of Islam to me which i have not find out about yet. 

updates

halor! long time i have never wrote on my blog. well, for the past few weeks actually i have been going for camps... i have learnt a lot from this camps. one that makes me become discipline and learnt the techniques of how to be a reporter. then i also have enjoyed my life and met new friends that are worth of me being concern. well, i should just chill around and be my normal self... this gives me much happiness and i am happy for myself that i am confident to change myself to become a better person.

my life

when would it ever be my turn? i just cannot seem to find my true love.. i just cannot wait to grow up and find the man worth of my love and faith.haizzz... i feel like i am being cheated all around cause of my size....i feel so urghh... also at the same time i seem to feel like i have lost everything. my friend, my life, my studies. okay got to go.

i love you

i do not know where is my cousin,ina. she like change freaking alot. i do not know anything, i freaking miss my cousin.she do not know fly away where already. she told me that she is never going to find another boyfriend and that she is going to study first. i think she would end up nowhere just look at how she does the work, nothing will go into her brain. she spend more time together go out with boyfriend and also dancing. dancing is my life that was what she said and i am like whatever, with your attitude this way? no way. but whatever it is all the best uh. i will always support you from behind larh eh